IM BACK........!

erm..dah lama x update blog nih... being busy lately though.....busy with the exam....exam... and exam.... and at last....exam already over....and its time for me to rilex.....and enjoy the life again...haha.......

Tax

i hate tax!!!i need to learn this subject for my exam n my future career but then i jz realize dat.wat will happen is....i help all those profit makers n wealth people to reduce their tax.duh.wat on earth with the rules n regulation i learn when at the end those things will b jz as 'by laws'.hukhuk.berdosa rasenye.nway....good luck for those people sitting for december ACCA exam...

Selamat Hari Raya.......

Lagi beberapa hari je lagi kita nak beraya... dan bulan ni la bulan yg paling aku suka... sebabnya....

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1. hari raya ada rendang!!!

*** fav food aku selain tomyam is rendang!... so....aku bole "melantak" rendang ni selama sebulan!


2. hari raya ada duit raya!!!

***walaupun umur aku dah masuk 23thn...aku masih lagi dpt duit raya...sebabnya...ramai pakcik makcik ingat aku nih "budak form5"!! ...hahah... org memberi...kita menerima! aku x tipu drg...sape suruh buat assumption sendiri....so aku harap..thn nih..mereka2 semua masih lagi dgn andai mereka itu.. haha...


3. hari raya ada mercun,bunga api,etc...

*** tiap2 tahun..kalau malam raya..sure kampung aku akan bising dgn dentuman mercun2...dan salah satu rumah antara rumah2 yg tak reti bahasa dgn amaran kerajaan adalah rumah nenek aku! ... tahun nih..aku harap "regular supplier mercun" aku xakan menghampakan kitorang semua.... :p bagi aku..kalau xder mercun... raya xkan meriah!!


4. hari raya ada family...

***bab nih touching sikit! selalunya lepas solat raya...sure ada activity maaf-bermaafan... dan time2 nih laa...bagi sape2 yg rasa2 dah byk buat dosa sure nangis mcm nak rak! haha...tapi aku suka time nih..sebabnya... time nih la aku rasa aku lagi rapat dgn mak n ayah aku...

family aku besar..sampai rumah nenek aku dah xde space utk kitorang tidur.. pastu pagi raya sure kecoh nak berebut bilik air...aku harap thn ..aku dah tak payah tidur atas papan lagi!! sakit badan siot bila bangun pagi!

aku n family akan balik ke kpg 1 day before raya..... so..dpt la tlg2 sikit ape2 yg patut... dan selalunya bab2 kene bersihkan ayam...n masak "ayam msk hijau"..aku dgn cousion aku gak yg kene buat... n bile time buka puasa plak..selalunya kitorang akan buka diluar rumah...lagi feeling!!... best makan ramai2!!... n lepas dah mkn...semua pinggang mangkuk- aku dgn cousion aku jugakkkk laa yg kene cuci.....cousion lain mane???..hah!! yg lain asyik busy dgn hp je!!
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kalau nak "list" kan satu persatu..sure panjang gile posting aku nih..tapi..benda2 nih la yg paling aku x sabar nak tunggu biler time raya...

untuk posting kali nih..aku nak mintak maaf and mintak ampun kepada semua yg kenal aku... especially my housemate, my "ahli-ahli senat kambing"... miss yaya..miss sofia...semua laa....halalkan segala makan dan minum..kalau ada open house thn nih..jgn lupa ajak aku!! haha..bagi sesiapa yg akan driving utk balik kampung... sila patuhi had laju!..ops sikap dah start beroperasi!! "kepulangan anda adalah utk dirai... bukan untuk diratapi".....

owh..yes!!! special note to my "ahli-ahli senat kambing" ( my dearest Mr.I , G-beng n Chai)

TAHUN NIH KORANG TAK TERPIKIR KE NAK BAGI DUIT RAYA KAT KAWAN KO YG MASIH BERSTATUS STUDENT NIH???? haha.... :p

buka puasa @ marche....

Hari khamis lepas... aku bbuka with my Mr.I... and bole dikatakan nih kali pertama aku bbuka puasa dgn Mr.I untuk Ramadhan tahun nih... ini adalah atas sebab2 "budjet".. dan azam "xnak tinggal terawih mcm thn2 lepas"... hahah....

byk tempat yg "kami" plan nak bbuka...

(A) Restorant kunag-kunag
(B) Marche
(C) Rumah Thai...

and at last aku pilih Marche....coz dr tahun lepas plan nak pergi restaurant ni..tp asyik fully booked je!...

my comment.........

" tempat nih cantik.. tapi food yg diorang offer for buka puasa aku bagi rate "average"... sebabnya.... byk makanan yg oilly and xde satu pun makanan yg aku bole "layan" dgn rakus! haha.... kesian gak la kat Mr.I coz.. dia ingat ada kambing golek... tapi...yg ada hanyala kambing2 yg telah dipotong and da taste is just "ok" ...bagi aku harga yg dibayar untuk buffet nih... x worth langsung! dan ni la kali pertama and terakhir aku g makan kat tpt nih...xdok dah lepas nih!! ahaks!! "


p/s: note nih utk" ahli-ahli senat kambing golek"... (CHAI AND GBENG)... kalau korang ada planning nak g "lapah" kambing kat tpt nih... HENTIKAN LA!!... Mr.I kata x best!!!


*** harga buffet RM50++ .... TIDAK TERMASUK MINUMAN.... harap maklum...

onde- onde...

"erm... best la long!"... pujian dr adik2 aku..... aku just senyum dgn muke kerek giler... haha.. well, seems like this good feedback to my 1st attempt to make this "kuih".. prove me that i also can cook like chef! alamak.. puji diri sendiri laa.. hhaha...

actully bukan susah sgt nak masak benda2 nih pun.. just campak2..pastu siap...ermm.,.. itu la aper yg mak aku cakap... tapi mmg betul pun..masak nih mmg senang sgt... bagi sesiapa yg xreti2 lagi nak masak..aku rase bulan pose nih amat sesuai kalau nak start practice skill masak2 nih... sebabnye.. if lauk tu tawar ker...masin ker... kiter ader alasan yg amat kuat utk ckp... " pose la!!! x bole nak rasa!!! " hehe..... start dgn menu2 yg senag...mcm sambal goreng ikan bilis ker....bubur ker.... aper2 laa..janji bole makan... tapi..kalau x reti jugak...hah! try je la menu onde-onde aku nih...hahaha...


1st step....
- gaulkan tepung gandum and daun pandan yg dah di "blend"...kalau nak hijau lagi... letak le pandan essence... tapi jangan byk sgt! kang hijau sgt la plak!

- pecah2kan gula melaka...and put it in another bowl...

- rebus kelapa parut yg telah diletak garam selama 2 or 3 min... (nih pesan mak aku: step nih kene buat coz nak elakkan kelapa nih basi)

2nd step...

- ambil sikit tepung hijau tu..letak gula melaka sikit... and make it circle




3rd step...

- rebus "doh"2 yg dh di bulatkan tadi...
- angkat balik "doh" tu..bila "doh" tersebut dah timbul atas air rebusan..






4th step...

- roll kan semua "doh" yg telah direbut atas kelapa yg telah direbus tadi...


5th step...

- siap.... and sedia untuk makan... =p


try la menu nih..... selamat mencuba! hee... (",)

this is reality........

*** so... malu x dgn kaum sendiri???... well.. itu la hakikat.. manusia nih ader mcm2 jenis.. dan yg pasti sikap ni lah yg buat org2 lain fikir yg melayu nih kolot... and xder adab...

bagi aku... minah dlm video nih kene ctrl sket emotion dia...kalau marah sekali pun.. jgn le smpai terpekik2 mcm org kene histeria...nak plak kat public... wat a shame!!.... bukan niat aku nak malukan minah nih....tapi...if dia ada view blog aku nih..aku nak dia tau... sikap dia nih buat org lain rase malu..especially perempuan.... and...disebabkan perangai dia camnila..org lain ader perception buruk kat malays...

below is one of the comments about this video..that i took from "you tube".....

"this is how stupid kampung people are. that's the typical behavior of a race living in a kampung. typical malay. malays are the stupidest (most stupid) people in the face of the earth. they are no different from the INDOGnesian scumbags. prostitution is the most popular job among malays, men and women alike. sad but true. LOL"


for the sender of this comment... i want u to know that.. not all malays are what u think... in fact... not only malays have this bad attitude ... other race also have the same problem... plz think wisely before you speak up.. coz ur words irritates me and it really shows that ur a JUDGEMENTAL PERSON.......

salam ramadhan....

hari nih dah 4 hari umat islam bpuasa...bulan nih bulan kita berpesta..bukan berpesta "jom heboh"... tapi berpesta beramal kepada yg satu.. ALLAH SWT... Bulan nih..bulan penuh dgn rahmat... Allah tutup semua pintu neraka...and Dia buka semua pintu syurga.... Bonus pahala pun berganda2....terpulangkan kat kita.. nak rebut ke tak peluang nih...

Allah minta kiter puasa 1 bulan je...tapi nape ade jugak yg malas nak pose??? padaha kiter ader 11 bulan nak melantak!! xkisah laaa....kambing golek ke... gajah ke... badak ke.... semua bole.. tapi biler kene puasa 1 bulan je....ade jugak yg liat???!!

Tazkirah smlm betul2 buat aku insaf!! especially biler ustaz tuh sebut..... " Allah buka semua pintu rezki..Allah lindung kiter tiap2 hari..kita junjung awan yg tuhan bagi kat kita utk lindung dr panas terik...tapi kita tetap buat dosa kat bumi Dia" ...... hina betul kan manusia nih....

3 perkara yg patut kiter buat...

1) RENEW OUR SYAHADAH... sebab ustaz tu ckp ramai org murtad tanpa sedar....
2) ISTIFAR byk2...
3)JANGAN MENGUMPAT& JGN MENFITNAH... xkisah la dlm sms ke... email ke..blog ke.. sbb sekali kita mengumpat.. semua pahala kita..akan dpt kat org yg kita umpat....

Aku harap posting aku kali nih...dpt bagi manfaat kat korang semua.. walaupun sikit..tapi aku rase kita patut pesan memesan sesama sendiri....


"HIDUPKAN RAMADHAN!!"

DARE TO FAIL...

result exam aku dah kuar... and tanpa segan silu aku nak gtau.. 1st attempt aku untuk paper P2, P3 and P4.. aku fail semua... kecewa mmg la kecewa.. sbb aku rase aku dah usaha betul2.. tp maybe usaha aku tu belum lagi cukup nak sampai passing marks.. argh!!!... tp xpe.. this time aku kalah dlm battle nih...but... next battle i will win!!!

aku bukan nak sedapkan hati sendiri..tapi aku post article nih sbb nak gtau korang, yg gagal dlm hidup bukan maksud diri tu bodo... Hidup nih mcm roda.. sekejap kita kat atas.. terima segala kejayaan... sekejap kiter kat bawah... gagal dalam semua yg kita buat... tapi gagal tak semestinya kita nih xberguna!! gagal ajar kiter jadi lebih kuat nak hadap semua realiti hidup...

So..for those yg ambik ACCA..and pass all da paper last sitting...aku nak ucap tahniah!! and for those yg terima nasib yg sama mcm aku... aku harap korang bersabar..and try lagi bulan 12 nih... tak payah la nak nangis2.. sebab nangis mcm mane pun.. result tetap same gak! ahaks!!

wake up!! and be prepare for da next battle!!!

Shell Shared Service Center- KL Sdn. Bhd

Hari rabu lepas.. 6th August 2008.. aku dpt peluang pegi lawat HQ Shell kat damansara.. trip nih 100% conducted by ACCA.. and ramai gak la budak2 dari kolej lain yg join....mostly those in da final stage in ACCA... part3 ler tuh...tujuan trip nih..cam biasa laa...nak tgok environment office Shell..belajar culture office tuh.. and da most important thing... tgok peluang nak keje dgn diorang...

Before aku sampai kat HQ Shell nih..aku assume sure gempak office drg nih.. yela!! who doesn't know Shell?? A global group of energy and petrochemical companies...and from my research, i found that Shell was listed as Rank2 in fortune list of top earners after Exonmobil....Profit setahun nak capai $31.3m... if im not mistaken la.. so..i guess office drg sure la gempak... erm..ternyata ape yg aku bayangkan semua meleset... office drg biasa je... x la gempak sgt kalu nak bandingkan dgn Petronas...

Mcm biasa.. Org2 from HR Department yg smbut ktrg semua.. and presentation pun from HR people....presentation drg pun biasa jer..ckp pasal Shell... Benefit keje dgn Shell..bla..bla..bla..




tapi...lepas dgr presentation drg nih..aku rase aku xminat nak keje dlm oil&gas industry nih....and aku pun xtau nape..even nak bagi resume aku kat org yg recruit staff nih pun aku rase berat gile nak bagi... padahal benefit yg drg offer mmg la best.... fixed allowance.. learning&development opprtunities....supported travelling...byk lagi ar!!... tapi still aku rase industry lain lagi best dr oil&gas nih...haha...

result from my survey..

baru2 nih aku ader buat survey pasal politik kat msia nih... 1st of all thanks for those yg vote.. walaupun blog aku nih xramai yg masuk..tp at least aku tau yg vote tu pun dr "kroni2" aku gak...hahah...

dulu aku xambik kisah sgt pasal politik2 kat msia nih..apetah lagi kat luar negara.. coz i think that is none of my business.. tapi..biler aku dah masuk kolej.. pastu kawan plak dgn member2 aku yg sememang nye bile lepak mesti ckp pasal politik.. (aku plak spt biasa just senyap n dgr je...smpai kadang2 aku xpaham pun aper yg drg ckp..huhuh)... aku dah mula rasekan... aku patut tau pasal politik2 nih..at least sikit laa...

pilihan raya lepas..aku dah mula kene undi... dgn xtau ape2 pasal politik nih..aku pun pegi la undi...itu pun lepas mak aku bising2.. "pergi la mgundi!.... untuk mase dpan kiter jugak!"...itu ler ayat mak aku... patriotik jugak mak aku nih...hahahha..tapi dlm patriotik2 tu pun..dia ade gak pengaruh aku suruh undi "parti" mane...hahahha....parti mane tu.. xpayah le aku reveal ye.. "UNDI ANDA ADALAH RAHSIA"...huhu...

dari survey aku... 75% cakap politik msia nih kotor....the balance.. which is 25% ckp politik msia skrg nih buat rakyat jadi blur... erm..interesting kan?

from my opinion... politik kat msia nih buat rakyat jadi blur... sebab ape?...sebab isu2 yg ade kat media skrg nih.. isu liwat la..rasuah...bunuh...dah mengaku pastu tarik balik....dll... semua nih..buat rakyat n especially aku yg dah mula nak tau pasal politik nih jadi blur!!... yg mane benar? yg mane palsu..?...yg mane plastik?..and yg mane betul2 ikhlas?..aku pun xtau...bile aku bace paper.. ni ckp lain..paper yg lain plak ckp lain..so..mane satu yg betul nih???...

bende2 mcm ni la yg buat aku malas nak ambik peduli pasal politik nih... tapi mcm aku ckp tadi..aku kene jugak tau pasal bende nih..coz yg nak bentuk msia 10 thn akan datang responsibility generasi2 aku jugak... aku harap isu2 "bonggok"..yg ade kat media skrg nih cpt2 la reda..sbb aku dah mule muak bace bende yg same tiap2 hari dlm surat khabar...

beautiful lyrics....

Aku wanita yang punya cinta di hati
Dan dirimu dan dirinya dalam hidupku
Mengapa terlambat cintamu telah termiliki
Sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta

Mengapa yang lain bisa
Mendua dengan mudahnya
Namun kita terbelenggu
Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

Atas nama cinta
Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
Atas nama cinta
Kurelakan jalanku merana
Asal engkau akhirnya denganku
Kubersumpah atas nama cinta

Mengapa yang lain bisa
Mendua dengan mudahnya
Namun kita terbelenggu
Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

~atas nama cinta = rossa~

"miss u badly.................."

great movie ever..

" SEX AND THE CITY THE MOVIE"... I've watched this movie yesterday.... and "2 thumbs" up for this movie.. i love the shoes... the dresses..the character.. the story line... everything!!.. and it really worth it to spent your RM10 to watch this fantastic movie...

From the title u already know the "rate" of this movie.. it's 18PL tho.if u want to watch the "hot" scene i guess u should buy the dvd coz there's a lot of "cutting" being done by our "lbaga penapisan" haha ..but..don't get me wrong..this movie not totally about the "sex"...but it show about the friendship of 4 women and their "love" life which I really admire it... accept for "Samantha" character lead by Kim Cattrall..ahaks!!...

but....plz take note ladies..if u want to watch this movie..plz don't go with ur boyriend...coz this movie is totally about US...which i think the MAN will not understand it...haha....

the dark knight....

I'm looking forward to see this movie... with all the "controversy" and the name of the actor... i think this movies going to be superb! (i hope so...) :-p

This is some sort of interesting article i have read ...and i think it would be best if i can share it with all of u..
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Is 'The Dark Knight' for Kids?

"It's not a comic book movie.

That's the first thing you should know when your kids ask to see "The Dark Knight," this summer's biggest blockbuster. The film is vastly more true to Frank Miller's famous alternative view of The Batman than to the zap-pow camp of Adam West's TV portrayal and sanitized DC comics that filled our childhood.

So how do you answer? Should your children see "The Dark Knight?" We turned first to our resident film fanatic and visual designer, Chuck Kim, the first of the Yahoo! Kids team to see the box office smash.

"I would not take a kid to see 'The Dark Knight,' said Chuck. "The Joker and Two-Face alone could give a kid nightmares." The oft-mentioned violence is not of one of gore, he says, but more of the heart—and thus potentially more terrifying. "The main thing is that it is a very dark movie," Chuck concludes."There's no ray of hope for the city." He recommends kids be 14 or older to see the film.

Such cautions seem to be the consensus, beginning with movie's star, Christian Bale, who said this on the "Today Show:"

"It’s quite haunting. It’s something which will stay with you for quite a while afterward. I’m not sure how much a child will be oblivious to that. I would say starting at about 9, maybe 10 years old may be an appropriate age for kids to be able to deal with this.”

A sampling of other comments:

• "'Dark Knight' is a staggeringly violent and disturbing film. Thought-provoking for adults, but potentially terrifying for children," says Jeffrey Weiss of The Dallas Morning News. "The PG-13 rating should offer some warning, yes. But this film dances just south of an R in my book."

• "This film is not for children, and I would discourage parents from taking anyone under 12 to see this movie," writes Jim Pappas of The Trades.com. “'The Dark Knight' offers a glimpse into the darker places within each of us, which might be cathartic for some, but others will simply be afraid."

• "The movie is sadistic, violent, disturbing and also one of the best and biggest movies of the year," according to MoviesOnline.ca. "That all said, 3 out of 4 of those components are absolutely not suitable for young children... regardless of how the MPAA rated the movie."

Ultimately, the "Dark Knight" decision depends upon you, your children and your relationships with them. There are children at age 14 (and I was one) who would be deeply troubled by the darkness of the film. And there are children of 10 who could not only face down the terror but even discuss some of the film's layered themes.

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Well for me... this little "saiko" joker is pretty scary tho!... and i still remember one of the movie that i really scared to watch when i was little was
"IT"... the scariest CLOWN on earth! weeehoo!!









-ni la clown yg buat aku nak mandi pn takut!!!! uwaaaaaaaa...!!!!!-

if A= success... then the formula is.. A=X+Y+Z .....
with:- X being hard work... Y being play.....and Z is keeping your mouth shut!!









-ALBERT EINSTEIN (1879-1955)-

p/s: I LOVE U...

every time we said "i Love U"...Do we really mean it?

"I Love U"....it's very strong word...it means to express our feeling towards the person that we love most.... the person that we want to live with for the rest of our life......

Have u read this novel tittle "p/s:i love u- by Cecelia Ahern"...well if u haven't... please read it though...The kind of enchanting novel with cross-generational appeal that comes along once in a great while, for me .."PS, I Love You" is like a captivating love letter to the world!!.....

this is the summary of this novel that i took from Cecelia Ahern blog....

"Holly couldn’t live without her husband
Gerry, until the day she had to. They were
the kind of young couple who could finish each other’s sentences. When Gerry succumbs to a terminal illness and dies, 30-year-old Holly is set adrift, unable to pick up the pieces. But with the help of a series of letters her husband left her before he died and a little nudging from an eccentric assortment of family and friends, she learns to laugh, overcome her fears, and discover a world she never knew existed"

Well....like i said before "i love u"...is very strong word....so use it when we really mean it...

"I LOVE U DAD..I LOVE U MAMA...I LOVE U SIBLINGS....I LOVE U ISHAM... :-) and i really mean it! "

how about u?? do u really mean it? i don't know...ask yourself.....

rosmah owhh rosmah!

from bernama news>>

ROSMAH SAYS SHE'S INNOCENT, HAS NOTHING MORE TO SAY...

KUALA LUMPUR, July 1 (Bernama) -- Datin Seri Rosmah Mansor, wife of the deputy prime minister, said today she was innocent of the allegation against her in a statutory declaration made by a blogger relating to a murder

She also said that she had nothing more to say on the matter as she had given her statement to the police.She also said that she had nothing more to say on the matter as she had given her statement to the police.

"I have nothing to say. I have given my statement to the police. That's it," she said when approached by reporters after she had officiated the Asia-Pacific Conference on Children's Book Publishing 2008, here.
Malaysia-Today blogger Raja Petra Kamarudin, in a recent statutory declaration posted on his website, had alleged that Rosmah was one of three people present at the scene when the body of a Mongolian woman, Altantuya Shaariibuu, was blown up with explosives on Oct 19 2006.

Following the posting of the allegation, a special investigation team from the federal police headquarters in Bukit Aman recorded a statement from Rosmah at her residence

>>>>>my comment is...

even if she is innocent or if she become Malaysia’s 1st lady .... I STILL DON'T LIKE U !!.Datin Seri Rosmah Mansor!....

(diz is free country....and i have right to xpress my opinion... hah!)

apabila waja dan kenari bertembung......

27 Jun 2008(jumaat)..lebih kurang pukul 12.40p.m.... for da 1st time in mylife...with 6 years experience of driving..aku xcidenT sebab salah aku sendiri.....macam mane bole jadi? hah!... camnih citer nyer...

benda nih jadi sebab aku dah buat "assumption" yg teramat la bodoh....aku ingat kereta sebelah kanan aku nih nak masuk lorong belah kanan(kenari)..tapi..rupa2 nye...kete nih nak straight!...dan aku plak(waja)...dengan x tgok sama ada kete nih bagi singnal ke x...aku pun lencong la ke kanan... bile waja belok ke kanan..dan kenari plak straight!..maka...."tababom!!!...pin! pin!! pin!!"...huhuh...cuak giler time tuh..

da best part is... driver kenari nih plak lady..erm..dlm hati aku dah rase dah...nih confirm aku kene maki teruk2 nih!.....aku pun park kete kat tepi jalan... turun jer kete... minah kenari nih dah start membebel... "macam mane awak bwk kete nih??...awak x nampak ke saya??...pok pek pok pek....."....penat gak aku nak dgr minah nih bebel..

"rilex la kak...jgn ar nak marah2!!...saye tau sye salah..and im sorry"... 2 la jawapan yg terkeluar dari mulut aku...

tapi minah nih still tak paham2....masih lagi membebel!!!....malas betul nak layan..aku terus col ayah aku....nasib baik la ayah aku nih cool....dlm 15min...adik aku sampai kat tpt xcident...dia la yg settlekan benda nih...

apabila waja dan kenari bertembung..maka kenari pun jadi belacan!!..haha....terbang jugak duit aku nak kene byr kete minah nih...biler benda semua dah settle...baru la minah nih tersengih..mintak maaf sebab bebelan dia tadi...

so...ladies out there..jgn la bwk kete atas dasar "assumption"...bwk la kete atas dasar "alert"...(nih la pesanan dr bf aku-confirm dia bengang dgn aku.. ye la..dah byr kali dia pesan- bwk kete kene alert...tapi at then end...gf dia nih xcident jugak...huhuhuh..)

-ini lah hasil nyer...- (pic kenari aku x sempat nak snap...takut minah tu bebel lagi..huhuh)

aku "jealous"...

JEALOUSY CAN KILL YOUR RELATIONSHIP!!.. diz note is to remind to myself...and too all my friends out there... people said...if ur jealous thats mean...u really love ur partner...erm..for me..thats totally bull sh*t!... da more ur jealous...thats mean ur NOT TRUST ur partner...

I really hate myself..when i feeling like this...and this is what i feel rite now!!....

if "U" read this note (im sure u know who ur)..plz know that i really LOVE u..and i really trust u....and i do not know why this jealousy keep "haunting" my mind...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku racist????

Kite idup berbilang kaum kat Malaysia nih...macam2 budaya kiter bole belajar..and yg bestnye macam2 makanan kiter bole try.... dari kecik lagi kiter dah diajar utk hormat satu same lain...and kat tv pun biler ader iklan..mesti tunjuk character yg ader 3 jenis kaum utama kat Malaysia nih...MELAYU..CINA...INDIA...

Topic aku kali nih..memang sensitive sket..sebab nih dah sentuh pasal hal2 perkauman...bagi org yg cepat melatah..for sure akan marah lepas bace aper yg aku tulis nih...well..Lets be professional..kiter skrg dlm dunia moden...so..fikiran mesti la terbuka beb...

Ok...enough with the intro..skrg aku nak straight to da point... APER MAKSUD RACIST SEBENARNYE???.... sbg contoh... aku lebih selesa bergaul dgn kaum2 aku sendiri drp kaum lain..adekah aku racist dlm hal nih???.... lagi satu...kalau kemasukan mane2 universiti or kolej..mesti bumiputra diutamakan...adekah ini racist namenye???....

Tak dinafikan..kadang2 aku memang rase jelouse biler kaum lain lebih pandai or maju dari kaum aku sendiri...dan buat aku terpikir..aper yg buat drg lebih maju dr kaum aku sendiri??? Padahal kiter semua nih same...tuhan jadikan kiter same...semua ader otak...yg bezanye cara kiter kawal otak kite je.. tak payah pg jauh la...dlm course yg aku ambik skrg nih...majoritinye kaum lain...kaum aku hanya bberape kerat jer....benda nih semua la yg buat aku lebih nak belajar betul2 ...nak pass paper yg org kate susah..n nak tunjukan kat org lain yg kaum aku jgak bole berjaya mcm drg....so..adekah PERASAAN JELOUSE AKU NIH DIKETEGORI KAN SBG RACIST????......

Isu nih memang sensitive..sebab..semua pihak nak perjuangkan hak kaum masing2...manusia bole smpai bunuh-mbunuh..sebab nak bela hak kaum sendiri....aku mmg x pandai pasal bab2 sejarah nih..tapi..aper yg bole aku ingat...peristiwa 13 mei..and kes kat Kpg Medan..semua nih jadi sebab...ISU PERKAUMAN...

Kite patut bangga sebab kiter bole hidup bbilang kaum dlm msia nih utk 50thn..tapi ader jugak pihak yg tak puas ati dgn apery g kiter dah ader skrg nih..biasala..manusia..mane pernah cukup........so..kawan2....berbalik kepada soalan aku tadi..APER MAKSUD RACIST???.....

exam..exam..exam.....

xm dah habis.... camne paper?? haha...tuhan je yg tau mcm mane susah paper this sitting...n hopefully...examiner tuh bole terima semua penipuan aku dalam kertas jawapan tuh...aku nak 50 jer!!! x banyak...50 marks jer!! huhuh....

xm memang buat aku stress! not only me! but im sure semua org yg nak ambik xm mesti pecah kepala! time nih la semua attitude nampak.....ader yg sorok ilmu..sebab dia pikir dia sorang jer nak lulus!...ader yg cepat sensitif...nak marah2 x tentu pasal...and ader jugak yg betul2 pemurah...share semua yg dia tau..coz dia pikir lagi byk dia share..lagi byk ilmu dia dapat.... nak di pendekkan citer...manusia mmg akan cepat berubah bile time stress..and siapa yg x pandai handle diri dia time2 cam nih..confirm..bole jadi saiko!

dari kecik lagi aku dah kene train ambik xm! sejak masuk tadika sampaiiiiiiii laa skrg! xm..xm..xm...tapi..xm nih perlu ker??? ok...kalau tanya cikgu2 kat sekolah! confirm la drg kte xm nih perlu...tapi biler kiter pk balik guna akal pikiran kiter..aku rase xm nih hanya latih manusia menghafal n paham aper yg dia belajar jer...biler dah habis xm..kalau tanya balik confirm DAH LUPE!! n aper yg kiter belajar x semua kiter bole apply time kiter keje nanti! SEBAGAI CONTOH...aku ader subjeck ETHICS...subject nih konon ajar accountant jadi professional and jgn menipu time buat keje.. tp believe me...in da real world...berape byk org akan beretika time buat keje???...aku maybe pasif sket pasal bab nih...tapi nih la aper yg aku rase pasal xm....aku belajar selama 6 bulan...tapi..aku kene jawap soalan utk 3 jam jerrr....belum tentu semua yg aku belajar..akan masuk xm.... erm.....

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